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| damn. do people even use this anymore? psh guess i am. well to update. THAT ONE NIGG. yeah he gon i guess. ill take him back any day tho. i'm surprised how i'd do it all over &over again =]. iss cuz imma nice girl. hella miss him thoo for reeally. =/ but hey i have a gut feelin so aint gon get my hopes up. YEA. me&jsutin are together ONLY FOR WEEK tho. cuz he givin me this bullshit that he gon change but he has to be with me to show it. so heyy here's his chance, aint goin anywhere tho he's still an asshole iss only day one tho. damn im hella missinthe other nigg hella bad. I WANT HIM DAMNNNNIT. but hey i want what i cant have &things will be better next time. boo. ok i think im done with this for now. i think ima start bloggin about my days again so be back tom =] | | |
| well finally returnin to this now.. wow long time! anyways well past couple days hella on an emotional roller coaster! again! sheesh this one guy got me straight trippin over him like whatttt!? i'm just hella scared he gon use me like all the others. but what can i say? it's on me 'cause i put myself in the situation right? ahhh gahhh i just pray to my God that everything will be ok for me. i tend to always give my all but in the end just let it slip away or let the bitch or nigg walk all over me n shit.. wow i can't believe it though! on the real i really gave this nigg everything he wanted tho.. startin to think was it too soon? did i spend too much bread? but on the real like i'd spot anyone for money if i had it. gues the nigg just caught me when i was dead rich! ahhaha but yeahh i aint complainin 'cause i aint broke, i got enough money to feed my own ass n spend money on my family &him. but blahhh i aint no ordinary girl fa real tho, i aint the materialistic type. i dont go shoppin everyweek. i dont ask people to buy me shit. i dont have a hundred pairs of shoes, &if you judge me on my looks your all wrong! just 'cause i dont have all the fancy clothes or the expensive shoes dotn mean shit! yeahh i admit i could afford them but i'd rather pay for somebody else's j's then my own. yeah i know i'm werid but i dont know ok? that's jsut me. yeah anyways hella people tellin me to watch out for the guy but shit i'm lettin him walk all over me but i know it aint even like that.so i'm just tryin to take it one day at a time ya dig? yeahh but as for justin i guess we're over i'm tryin to gain the friendship we never had but i dont know it's just hard. then i'm flad my friends are coming back to me about their problems and what not i'm always here to listen to them &listen to their venting &try to make sure their keepin their head up but honestly, it sucks because as of today it's hard to to try to keep my own head up. damn lately i've been straight emo like whoa. dont know but blahh what ever tho i'm just livin today not tom. i hopfully tom. will be a better day. i just knwo i gotta pray and keep faith that God will lead me through the stormy weather. | | |
| I really haven't been here foe a while!! And why do I have premium? oh well lemme break it down
School: I'm secretary of the sophomore class of 2008. Very stressful
but I'm living so I'm happy. I'm ready for whatever has coming for me.
I'm hoping to have nothing below a C but I know science is a a bitch.
ehh. And fuck... I just realized I didn't show Mr. Richmond my lab
notebook fuckkkk. Well, I guess I get what I get right? Anywho,
sophomore class made $128.08 or something like that for harvest fair. I
honestly think class of '08 needs to step it up though. On the real I
hear people always complaining how gay the school is and what not. If
you thinks it's that gay and such help change it!
Family: Dandy! I really miss my
cousins though. Yeah, we've been seperated before but I feel I don't
want to let go this time. I don't want any drama so I'm doing my best
struggling but SURVIVING.
Church: Lovin' it! Lovin' it! I
swear I'm never going to give up choir! First year retreat a lil drama
a little hectic but its all good! Thank you God for this wonderful
opportunity to help praise Your word, and Your life. I now understand
the reasons why you do certain things and I Love and thank you for that.
Love Life: Two words. JUSTIN DAVID. We're pretty good. 'nough said.
I WORK WITH SANTA CLAUS IN SERRAMONTE 
<3, Jing
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| damn havent been bloggin!! haha reason being is that im not an online
freak anymore. That phase has passed! well yea well for people that
care much i am pretty good now. Life's been better. Yes, I'm back with
my boba, Mister Justin Publico David. =D helllz yeshhery! Justin's
cousin came back from Texas. Johnathan goes to our school he's a cool
dude. And he hella looks like Rachel L's ex like whoa! Me n my babes
tease them about that. I finally kicked it with Megan! OMGahhh!! fun
butt time. i was suposed to kick it with her liek a week before they
left for texas finally we kicked it. she's a down to earth gal! And as
for his cousin Brandon haven't really talked to him, he's 10 what you
expect. As for family we ok. I wish we were better but what ever my
family has been corrupted for a while. School is ok im bring up my
grades & tryin to do most of my work. I should be performing at the
Pacific Asain Club assembly next month. Benn practicing on my own a
little bit hope there will be some group practices soon. Joined BAM
comittiee that's goin cool im in a new set of people going good. Church
going good had our kick off mass on sunday went eriite i sang in the
choir. only liek 6 of us tho. then meetings been changed to every 2nd
& 4th sundays its all cool beans! & i guess ill cut it here
with a long ass survey that u dont need to look over lol! stolen from
steph
Put an x to the things youve done
(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight =/
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back :[
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your xanga friends
( ) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from myspace
( ) been hxc dancing at a show
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now--that person knows who they are...
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost in ur own city
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts ]
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
(x) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
(x) lost something you will never get back
(x) wish you had something you could never have
(x) drank orange juice after brushing your teeth
(x) know how to play guitar
( ) wish you knew how to play guitar
( ) are afraid of spiders
(x) play too many video games
( ) are online too much
(x) isnt online enough
( ) enjoys xanga
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